When Sister Drama And Twitter Drama Become Intertwined

Sitting in between a rock and a hard spot of what to do I finally decided to say FUCK IT. Write it out. Last year sometime I had a falling out, yet again, with my sister. We disagreed like sisters would, I voiced my feelings and asked questions about her association with a certain someone who I felt was greatly influencing her in a negative way. I was in NO WAY telling her what to do, only I couldn’t understand HER decision to want to be any part of what the slag stood for. However, on Thanksgiving night I COMPLETELY understood WHY.

There. On Twitter. An account created out of chicken shit, don’t have the balls or fucking bravery, to attack someone to their face. NO. Let’s be a big girl and sit behind a keyboard and computer screen to berate, belittle, spew ugliness, hate, lies. What’s worse is the account wasn’t created to bash me. But the poor wretched cretin who created the account felt compelled enough to spend ALL DAY Thanksgiving Day behind a computer spewing ugliness and hate towards me.

I had no clue. In fact I had no idea that my sister went into the MomDot forum in October and decided to air her “side” of her pregnant at 16 story. Really? So you told them it was “planned” and la dee dah? Oh no….you told them how upset I was that I was getting married in 6 short months when I found you were pregnant. So I reacted like any oldest sister would who felt like she was just stabbed. How does my life affect yours? Oh it doesn’t, RIGHT! My marriage had no bearing on YOUR life, but your pregnancy affected my life, my wedding.

In life we make decisions. Decisions, whether right or wrong in the eyes of a general society, are made based on what we felt was right at that time. Right for that person or persons. I made a decision in my life that on rare occasions haunts me, I play that bullshit “What if?” Knowing damn well….I know what WOULD HAVE happened. A life of poverty, struggle, a life completely different than mine own at this juncture.

What completely boggles my mind is how some piece of shit, chicken bitch, got a hard on for me. Supposedly my sister claims she IS NOT this Twitter account. Her history with me suggests that if her lips are moving…I cannot believe a word. But the good person that I am wants to give her the benefit of the doubt. I want to believe that she would never do any DIRECT attack, no, just sneaky and concocting like in a forum of how many women? Who now know my personal life. My personal life that was known to less than a handful of people. Aired in a trashy forum. Clearly know I understand why it’s the place where “blogging moms go” to get their fucking beef on. To trash people. Drama. No wonder they don’t want more drama…they create their own. Might as well make a fucking mini-series out of the garbage that goes on in there. Ah, but I digress.

So I am perplexed as to what STRANGER would attack me on the most thankful day of the year. What person, no no, what demonic wretch who is so clearly riddled with disdain, personal self loathing, and hatred would feel a need to attack me OUT OF NOWHERE. I can understand if my sister had been the ghostwriter of said Twitter account but “supposedly” she is not. Here is where I am at. What dipshit runs a forum and when you ASK said forum administrator to please find out who did this regardless of any disagreements etc in the past, ignores your request? Oh right. EWE know who. Though I rather refer to her as cattle, their flatulence (which happens when they open their mouths) clearly pollutes the air, pea brained, oh and a real shock value when someone slaughters them. Boo hoo. Poor dumb animal. Though I hear she plays the part of grim reaper well. Again…I digress.

Now I present a few pleas to those of you who read this:

1. I ask that you please, please BLOCK and report this account for Spam. Enough spam requests and the account is removed by Twitter. Even though I have made attempts to have the account removed…it still sits there tweeting randomly. With my name in the bi-line.

2. If anyone can give up information to me who is the Ghost Writer, I will transfer $50 to your PayPal account.

3. If you can provide me with the conversation of this Ghost Writer GLOATING about their hatefulness, I will transfer$100 into your PayPal account.

My request is also extended to ANYONE who feels that this kind of behavior should stop! The act of writing an authored blog post, directing your anger, frustration, at a named person is one thing, the act of writing an anonymous post about unnamed people is another thing. But you open a whole new can of LOW to attack a named person anonymously. Come out to play chicken. For any of you who have created an anonymous account to boldly attack an individual, think twice about doing so, because this is what can happen. Not only does the person you are attacking get hurt, but so does the family. I am not the only one who was hurt by this. My children. My husband. My mother. My father. My friends. All saw this account. Some feel uncontrollable anger, some feel my pain, some have shed tears with me. I ask that if you have made a decision in your life that is a politically charged decision, but is 100% LEGAL and was the right decision at the time, please, help a fellow woman out and get this account off twitter, help other women who are experiencing the same hateful acts. What kind of community helps to promote these actions?
The Twitter account in question in @notordinarylife